Poems and writings

Memories of the lab

Last night I had a very weird dream in which I was in some kind of lab, but I didn't have a physical body.

For context, I have lucid dreams, I've been a lucid dreamer all my life to the point of thinking that it was normal and common. When I sleep, if I want to dream I have to choose the environment, the world I want to be in, the species I want to be... Before falling asleep. This allows me to create some sort of story that I can follow until I wake up (tho it doesn't work if I'm really exhausted or really scared). I've created really neat and complex stories ober the years, because if the plot of a dream I'm following wasn't done in one night, I can just continue it in the next one.

I mostly dream in third person, but this time, it was a first person kind of dream. Which is rare, because I don't like to use first person in my dreams. I was some sort of small quadruple creature with wings, antlers, and big paws. My form changed between a rabbit's body and a dog's body. I was in some sort of cage, and a human came and opened the cage. The human grabbed me and carried me around the lab, so I could see the facilities.

I kept getting flashes of my Watcher body being made, like I was Watching from above. It was really weird. At some point I freaked out about something and managed to get free. So I ran and ran until I found a door, but it was closed. The human was following me, I remember being really scared before I woke up. It was two am.

I've been having these dreams for a month now, almost. Not every night, and they don't always start or end the same. I can almost replicate a time line now, not like past lives but more like alternative lives? If that makes sense?

It goes more or less like this: I was made in the Void (like all the creatures are before they are made), then I was brought to the Watchers dimension, then the Archives (where Watchers are made, and where they study so they can Watch over worlds), then after my studies I was entrusted a small beta world, to update the world as it went, then nothing, then I guess something happened, because the feelings about the lab remain... I can make a guess and say that I was there so I could get a “human” body, but whatever. Then something happened, and then I was born in a human life.

It doesn't make a lot of sense. But I know that for a fact.